Glad to be done with this shit :-) went down for training today anyways, and took a bunch of photos (love it when my album has new pictures added) shall let the pictures do the talking!
Loving this polaroid ^
This too, but its a little blur!
Anyway, all was good. But i still didnt feel happy. I dont know why, this is a new feeling to me. Got so worked up halfway, and i dont know how to feel about it. Tonight, i experienced it the first time, that i had migraine because of thinking about life and i guess i was upset.
I obviously didnt want to admit to Iz, but i guess she knows though. Yeah i was updet because of her today, why? I dont really know either. Its not the jealousy (maybe) but i cant point out the reason too. :(
Hope she knows that i love her still.
Last week, i think i just quarrelled with her? Because so much memories just cane flooding back suddenly, and i was on the verge of breaking. Yeah well, i am human too.
To start of, i used to cut. Yeah everyone did (i guess) I was depressed, and everything was falling apart. Such a downside in my life. Anyway, yes i cut myself last week again. Iz found out and well, things happen. I obviously didnt admit i did, but well..
Anyway, things are fine now. And im trying to control my emotions and actions.
Okok no sad stuffs anymore!
I shall end the post here!
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