TMI Tag

Currently really bored, so i decided to do a tag! I loveeeee answering questions idk why, soooo here goes. 

1) What are u wearing? 

Im wearing a superman tshirt from chiangrai, a three-button navy pullover from itaewon, high waisted jeans from h&m myeongdong, heeled boots from namdaemun, and a white and navy snapback that says "king" from dongdaemun. (So many things wth) 

2) Ever been in love? 

I am right now. 

3) Ever had a terrible breakup? 

It was bad but not too terrible. 

4) How tall are u? 

I wish im 170cm but im rlly just 164cm. 

5) How much do u weigh? 

Im a two hundred pound beauty. 

6) Any tattoos? 

Nope but i rlly want one. 

7) Any piercings? 

Three on each ear, total six. 

8) Otp. 

My bae and i ;) 

Maybe jamie campbell and lily collins. 

9) Favourite show? 

Victorious and hannah montana. 

10) Favourite bands? 

Nah. 

11) Something you miss? 

My weight two years ago. 

12) Favourite song? 

I bet my life by imagine dragons currently. 

13) How old are u? 

16. 

14) Zodiac sign? 

Pisces. 

15) Quality u look for in a partner? 

Honest. 

16) Favourite quote? 

Bible quote john 3:16. 

17) Favourite actor? 

Johnny Depp. 

18) Favourite actress? 

Lily Collins. 

19) Favourite color? 

Black, navy, maroon and army green. (I cant choose) 

20) What do u do what ure sad? 

Talk to bae. 

21) How long do u shower? 

15 min. 

22) Turn on? 

Nice smelling people/places. 

23) Turn off? 

People/places that smell bad, places without wifi. 

24) 

2014 Chiangmai Trip!

Shall update blog about my trip to thailand! 

Day 1: 

Selfie with mommy 

Got the window seat!! 

Arrived at chiangmai international airport 

Day 2:

Went to visit the elephant sanctuary migjiggies thing. Rode on an elephant too! Kinda scary but it was pretty cool though. Then we went for an elephant show to watch them paint. The picture above was actually what the elephants painted from scratch and on the spot! So amazing, these giant creatures. 

I wasnt actually very happy about the whole thing because if u imagine, its pretty sad that the elephants are chained and kept and trained in that small area for the entertainment of tourists. God created living creatures so that we can appreciate them and live among different species, so to me all wild animals should actually be roaming about freely and not catched and be forced to train to entertain humans. Domestic animals like dogs cats hamsters etc are alright to be kept as pets i guess, so long as they're well fed and kept healthy. 

Ok end of rant lets move on. 

After that we went for a monkey show! So adorable all the monkeys and they behave so human like please, its like whoa. Shook hands with one of the monkeys and he rested his head on my lap 😭 so darn cute! Their tiny hands felt like a toddler's hand omg. SO CUTE. 

Day 3: 

Cant remember which day this was but whatever imma put it as day 3. Went night shopping at their pasar malams! This was in chiangrai alr. So cheap the stuffs! Managed to get caged bralets for $4 each and high socks for $2 each. WHAT THE FUCK. Damn cheap! Singapore please. 

Rode a tuktuk (like a taxi) back to the hotel! So windy and weather was on point that night. 

Day 4:

Ootd! Didnt do much, basically just shopping and buying local goodies. 

Day 5:

Nothing much on this last day. Sooo picture in plane! 

All your kisses and all your smiles, all your laughter and all your love. 

They kept me together when i was down.

Update -

Been going through so much shit lately. 

- Fought with bff

- On the verge of losing her

- But yet i love her too much to let go la. 

- So, tried so hard to win her back 

After everything settled down and i thought it was all going to be okay, shit happens again. We fight again. As they always say, "the longer you spend together, the deeper you love and harder you fall". Wtf so damn true. Every little bit of things that happen both of us just gets crazy jealous. Just yesterday (4th dec), we were quarrelling about where to go out for her bday, because of that it made us both upset. So at 12am, i wanted to be the first to wish her, but damn it. Someone beat me to it. Can u imagine what it feels like? It was so xiasuay but yet it hurts me. Like i was jealous la basically. Somemore it was another close friend who wished her first, and i was second. Cmon man, it just makes me feel that im so least important. But okay nvm i dont hate them both la. Fine, so i shall stick with being the second one. What made me annoyed was, other people who wished her got like heart emojis in reply and what did i get? I got a "thanx bby". Wow. That made me feel uber important. I dont blame her though, since i made her so called jealous when i hang out/appear to be very close with my other friends. Thats fine. But i dont get it sometimes. I never ignore her, never leave her even when im angry, but yet she does that to me all the time. I dont suppose she realises it, but it hurts me so fucking badly (I really didnt wanna use vulgarities though) I guess she takes it out on me too? Because apparently she became good friends with our nball coach, and wow theyre even on first name basis. This really made me go crazy. Everytime.her.name.comes.up.i.just.cant.fucking.deal.with.it. This is bad enough man. Then seeing her play with coach, reading their convos. I cant even. When she's sad she can still talk to others, but she just refuses to talk to me. Ouch. Fine.

Other than me being jealous, she got it too i admit. I guess the frustration built when i had grad night. Took so many pictures and i had to go round hugging everyone and shit to take pics, but the bf got jealous i guess, so i had to pacify her the whole night. Im not complaining though, because idw to lose her. After this saga, the next serious fight was when i went out to illumi run with another friend. Wow, this was bad. Bf was so mad she literally wanted to leave the WA group we were chatting in. Like fml la. Another huge drama. I can understand but sometimes im frustrated too. 

Why cant we get along 😔 

I really dont know. 

Okay i guess im just ranting. But why isit starting to crumble when we have just started building it up?