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Its almost mid week! Just one more day. Prelims officially started today, and as everyone can see, i am not the least worried. Fts and education right? Actually no. I do have to get down doing this shit.  

So many things happened past few days and i guess i felt like i should have penned down some thoughts. Anyway, i shall start by talking about what happened last week. So last monday, i went out with Iz and we just walked around and talked. Basically. I guess there's no shopping going out with this girl, but i dont mind. A h2h session is good enough for me. I was really releluctant to have to leave though, because god damn i wish we were just roomies and i can have her by my side all the time. That'd be great. But no, its selfish to have such thoughts. Anyways, had a great monday, and then it was school the next day. Spoiler? 

Yeah anyway, i have been feeling weird random feelings nowadays, and i dont know if it is stress or insecurity? I sometimes feel so restless, and frustrated and even annoyed, but i dont know why. Like have those "gaowei" feeling. It was like out of the blue. And then i'll feel kind of sian to talk to those around me, even Iz. Not that i was sick of them, but rather, i was just not in the mood. I feel bad for my friends though, because they have to deal with it. People like Iz and S, i feel sorry for them, feel sorry for dumping my random outbreaks of feelings on them :/ i hope this wont reoccur though, although it has been happening lately. 

Anyway, i have to move on about my feelings and erm, try to not be distracted by them. Just about 58 days and then i am free. On a side note, dad booked tickets to Seoul during december! So thats something to look forward to. Ofcourse i had to block out some dates reserved for my friend's birthdays, and my dad had to deal with the lame excuse of "netballers' outing", which i somehow always use when im going out with the netballers or someone from netball. HAHAHAHA. Quick escape. 

Time to get down to serious business, and study!!! If i dont get my As (and maybe one B), i think i would just erm, die? Okay no, but i guess i deserved it. Slacker me.  But really, i should set aside my strange emotions and just..not feel anything for another 58 days. I can do this fucking shit. 

Wild thoughts

Back with a new post! 

So much things happened, and i have so much to tell Iz, but erm, i dont think i should. That's because i honestly think that something snapped inside us, and we are not the same anymore. So, i guess its hard for the both of us to openly share secrets now. :( I am kind of sad about this though, because who wouldnt want to share secrets that only you and your bff knows? I hope that we can return to normal, because its really hard for me. 

Anyway, took alot of photos recently so i shall do a photo spam! 

Photo with my dad

My mum, who erm really sucks at posing 

My ootd (taken shamelessly) 

Photo of 4/8 of the netballers during netball phototaking day 

Love this pic of the seven dwarfs, although sheena the dwarf disappeared :/ 

My pretty lab buddy and lesbo partner Cals 

Love them much! (Gjy so piaoliang and glam) 

I love this pic too! 

Really sad to leave TMS, because i met alot of good friends there. Maybe i wont miss the lessons, but the people there, i will really miss you all :'( 

Omg its only August and im really sad about leaving. Gonna leave behind the netballers, my Izzy, my clean table, the netball court and so much more. I dont want to leave :'((( 

But life goes on. So no choice, cant whine about it huh. I hope that olevels can pass by quickly, and i cant wait to go out everyday or stay home and catch up on my kdramas. Goshhh. 

Abrupt ending. Thats all for now!